June 14, 2011

i suppose the biggest and dead-est giveaway was the lack of enthusiasm in activities, all sorts of them, initiating, organising, planning, actualising.

a general sense of weariness, combined with cynicism, a fear of rejection and a ‘dont want to bother anymore’ attitude removed all existing traces of  existing spontaneity and eroded whatever pleasure it would have given.

‘do people care? why would they even care? why should anyone expect anyone else to care? why do you care when everyone doesnt? are you willing to pay the price of caring for others when they dont care about you?’

so many questions, too little time.

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