April 15, 2011

a combination of anticipation, anxiety, apprehension and… *desperately finds another emotion beginning with a*

just a really emo day today. but perhaps the key word of the day doesnt begin with an ‘a’ but a ‘v’.

vulnerable. or rather, today i felt vulnerable and gave in to vulnerability without concealing it. sure, that made the lows really low, and the eyes heavy with tears but it also made the highs high too. best of all, it turned previously buggy thoughts into…nothing.

i have much to say and think about but i tink the best way to end today would be with appreciation and heartfelt thanks that my life is actually pretty awesome now despite all my grumbling and misgivings (and all the other stuff that contributed to the plethora of ‘-a’ emotions.)

thank you.

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